If Only...

{I was inspired to write this poem due to a movie i saw that goes by the same name. The thought that what you may go through when you know that you are not goin to be there for someone you love is painful. And it does indeed make you a better person...}

If only, I would have known,
Where this day was leading to,
If only, I could have seen, once more,
In her eyes crystal blue.
The love that I had in me,
The happiness that I wanted to share,
And her smile’s what I wanted to see,
If only, once more, I would have stared.

Only love I wanted to give,
But I did hurt her heart somewhere.
Her feelings I failed to understand,
Got lost in my world, though couldn’t bear,
Strange, but a chance is all we get,
If only, I would have grabbed it, right then,
Could have stopped her, when she left,
She left, that I couldn’t see her again.

If only time turns back again,
So I can tell her how much I cared.
If only I can get a day or two,
Or even a moment with her, spare.
The pain that I feel now,
I just cry in despair.
If only, its just a dream, and that
I’ll wake up again in her arms, aware . . .

Arsh.