Monday, June 16, 2014

I am not your enemy...

First steps on the soft earth,
Felt like a surprise,
First words said hello,
With pleasant evergreen smiles…

First Sun, rose so high,
It made our minds bright,
A shower of expectations,
And then came the first night..

When we had our first fight…

First tears that broke the silence,
Clear Brush strokes of violence,
The eclipsing of the dark side,
Revealing primal qualities.
First rush of sadness and disbelif,
Rising waves of anger and madness,
We saw it all, but we failed to see,
I am not your enemy…

First steps, in the aftermath,
Clearing a path, we still stand,
We cleared our home, but we still find
The enemy, hidden in our mind.
First lie and our first weakness,
Brought in the world, its first sickness,
What we have become,
And what else is to come…

Can we tell what is wrong from right,
Or we have just lost our sight.
Can we ever be what we are meant to be,
And fight the true enemy..
That lies within us, deep inside,
We may look in the mirror, we may find
The answer to this disharmony,
And realize..

First tears that broke the silence,
Clear Brush strokes of violence,
The eclipsing of the dark side,
All the things inside of me.
First rush of sadness and disbelif,
Rising waves of agony,
We saw it all, but we failed to see,
Now I see…
I am not your enemy…


Arsh...

Between the Sun and the Past…

A tale of blood and glory,
It may be another sad story,
Since the life has begun,
I am facing the turbulence.

Miles and miles of weight behind me,
And if I fall no one to find me,
I find another end,
Where the sea hits me, and I defend…

So I push harder, and I fly,
My destination beyond this sky,
Another enemy, an obstacle,
I find myself…

(I am) caught between the Sun and the Past,
These raging tides, they make me blind,
My visions still last…
Caught between the Past and the Sun,
This moment is a receding one,
And another has begun…


Finding a way through this
Burning/ from both sides
Memories churning/ my cold mind
Who I became/the light is
Darker and it fades

My past, my present,
And revelations of the future,
And I know what becomes,
Of the many, I hold dear…

I push harder,
To breach the fiery wall,
Burning from both sides,
This enemy I can still fight…

(I am) caught between the Sun and the Past,
These raging tides, they make me blind,
My visions still last…
Caught between the Past and the Sun,
This moment is a receding one,
And another has begun…


Arsh…

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Ascending...


Near the very end now,
Near to where the land meets the sky..
What am I to find?

The path has ended here,
Or this direction takes me high,
This hope I cannot deny..

So,
Follow me now,
Don’t look down till we have,
Breached the sky and clouds..
And look around.
Humans and angels,
Rising along with our sound,
Our Spirits Ascending…

We’ve followed them for long
And they lead us into the ground,
We follow them no more.

Broken and beaten,
And taught us that silence was sound,
We left our weaknesses behind that door..

Alas we have climbed out
Of our rabbit hole..
Follow me now,
Don’t look down till we have,
Breached the sky and clouds..
And look around.
Humans and angels,
Rising along with our sound,
Our Spirits Ascending…


Arsh…

Thursday, September 5, 2013

A Midnight Sunrise

I have been silent for too long,
And now these thoughts are coming to surface
I have been looking for a positive sunrise,
In the middle of these unkept days.

The night is dark and calm,
A little strange when my mind is at unrest.
I feel I hear muffles voices,
I feel I hear them calling out our name...

Here I find the courage,
To break the blinds over my mind,
And scratch the surface...
I wish I find me on the edge,
Of a midnight sunrise,
And we leap and fly ahead...

Arsh ... (to be continued...)

Saturday, July 20, 2013

Through the ashes...

 



Far away, a stranger calling,
A voice lost in my head.
And I can feel myself falling,
On the soil beneath the dead.

Life has taken many turns,
Between the sunrise and sunset.
I may have hidden the broken pieces,
And now they are breaking through my chest..

Help the ones who keep
These emotions at rest...

Help me up on my feet,
I never have lost control.
So many have lost their step and  are falling,
Help me open this god damned door.
Let the hint of failure ring in my ears,
So I lift up my sword and
Bathe me in the fires of hate and more,
To rise from the ashes...

Arsh .... (to be continued...)

Friday, March 29, 2013

Insignificant





Life is in disarray the moment you are born
It’s hard to know which way is right
It’s right to be a little wrong….

And then when you are lost, and the darkness is setting in,
Your hopes are raised by a passing light
You can’t see through thick and thin…

And suddenly there is sunrise, an embrace of comfort,
And a rise of blood on your face, a rise of feeling that you won’t get hurt…

The fears are vanishing,
The circle of darkness I overcome,
All the grief and miseries seem
To have become,
Insignificant….

Life is in a steady state, with the person you have become
These feelings that you have realized,
For someone who has become…

Important, and now I, feel this is love and only
Death can, part us, me thinks, I read the signs correctly


And now at the sunset, at this beautiful moment,
With flowers by my side, and dew drops
 On the windshield and tears in my eyes,
And just like that, I am afraid that we are done!

And with the Sun now down, and the darkness of the night
The moon refuses to reflect the answers
Of the questions I ask, the places I pass
Show me memories, of the past and now I’m done…

That how one day you are somebody close,
The other you are non-existent.
It is rightly said that apart from your bed
No other can give you true allegiance…
The past may be of some importance
It’s the present teaches you to overcome
All the hardships and sombre sadness
And the feeling when you have become
Insignificant….


Arsh…
Alb- SUNRISE.

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Not far from now...


(...for the memories deep down in the abyss, sunk, and the relics on the surface)

I will survive, and i smile
at the first rays of dawn
The darkness has passed away
this fear is the last.

I felt the sorrow, the pain,
like a crack into my heart
a damsel i left behind
in the webs of my mind

Someday,
I will be able to smile,
I will be ready for a new stride ahead..
Someday,
I will be in a tomorrow
Far away from sorrow,
Someday
Not too far away...


I built a future
So perfect in my head
And i saw it go down
In the abysmal depths.

So sad, so sad,
The angel of the dawn
Or the devil reminds me
Of so many broken promises...

someday,
i will be able to smile,
i will be ready for a new stride ahead..
someday,
i will be in a tomorrow
Far away from sorrow,
Someday
Not too far away...



Arsh