Not far from now...

(...for the memories deep down in the abyss, sunk, and the relics on the surface)

I will survive, and i smile

at the first rays of dawn

The darkness has passed away

this fear is the last.

I felt the sorrow, the pain,

like a crack into my heart

a damsel i left behind

in the webs of my mind

Someday,

I will be able to smile,

I will be ready for a new stride ahead..

Someday,

I will be in a tomorrow

Far away from sorrow,

Someday

Not too far away...

I built a future

So perfect in my head

And i saw it go down

In the abysmal depths.

So sad, so sad,

The angel of the dawn

Or the devil reminds me

Of so many broken promises...

someday,

i will be able to smile,

i will be ready for a new stride ahead..

someday,

i will be in a tomorrow

Far away from sorrow,

Someday

Not too far away...

Arsh 

The Things Unsaid...

The things unsaid

From every breath that i am taking
Till the many seconds in the day
I wish that i can stop believing
I wish to find a new way.
Into Many pieces of broken glass
I still cannot see myself
Have i died or have i lost the life in me
Tell me...

Like the green fields will go on,
And turn into a new shade
Like reckless leaves will trust the wind
And be driven their way
To wards a silence or towards the busiest place
I dont know what my heart wants
So many things unsaid...

Let me breathe the freshness somewhere,
Like the solace in her hair
Like the darkness was taken over
By the burning Sun and then
Let the birds fly towards their freedom
And the words through my pen
Let me take over my heart and
Tell you, all the things unsaid....

Arsh.

The Wait...

The night, falls on my face,

Tells me how to

Rise and Fall with grace

I have shared ,

My heart with fate

And hence I feel, I

Have made a big mistake

No you don’t know if its enough,

No you don’t know if its fair

I am trying to swim ashore

But I am drowning in despair

And if I hear you turn around

Even without a sound

I hope you find the right way

But you  don’t know how I feel,

When with so much love around

I was betrayed, now its killing me,

This wait….

Shadows, they help me when I’m lost

But at a terrible cost

In the darkness to be lost.

Its fate, what I find hidden deep inside

The revelations of the pride,

They fail to realize,

They have no where to hide….

No you don’t know if its enough,

No you don’t know if its right

I am trying to swim ashore,

I am putting up a fight..

And there is nothing that I can see

Beyond a faraway sea,

I should close my eyes now…

Close them for now…

And if I hear u turn around

Even without a sound

I hope you find the right way

And you don’t know how I feel,

When with so much love around

I was betrayed, now its killing me,

This wait….

Arsh ..(The wait)

...to endure...

(On hearing a voice from the past, like a long lost symphony, playing in my head)

To relinquish anger,

To force it down your throat,

As it burns its way through.

To endure pain,

The unseen, from the inside,

When ur mind fails,

And your heart burns in vain.

To bite down on the sorrow,

The ghost of it, the signs you still bear,

Unhealed, unhealing.

To this pain, i am unyielding.

To burn down and rise from the ashes

In our true skin, unhurt,

Yet wounded....

Fresh, new…

To endure life again,

To endure...

Arsh (On Misery and more…)

The Re return

Hello every one.... its been a long time since my last visit here. Due to many reasoons i havnt been able to keep up with writing and composing due to work commitments.
  Today i was sitting outside on the Hospital katta and it was drizzling, the weather so beautiful has urged me to type in the feelings unsaid....