A Midnight Sunrise

I have been silent for too long,
And now these thoughts are coming to surface
I have been looking for a positive sunrise,
In the middle of these unkept days.

The night is dark and calm,
A little strange when my mind is at unrest.
I feel I hear muffles voices,
I feel I hear them calling out our name...

Here I find the courage,
To break the blinds over my mind,
And scratch the surface...
I wish I find me on the edge,
Of a midnight sunrise,
And we leap and fly ahead...

Arsh ... (to be continued...)

Through the ashes...

 

Far away, a stranger calling,

A voice lost in my head.

And I can feel myself falling,

On the soil beneath the dead.

Life has taken many turns,

Between the sunrise and sunset.

I may have hidden the broken pieces,

And now they are breaking through my chest..

Help the ones who keep

These emotions at rest...

Help me up on my feet,

I never have lost control.

So many have lost their step and  are falling,

Help me open this god damned door.

Let the hint of failure ring in my ears,

So I lift up my sword and

Bathe me in the fires of hate and more,

To rise from the ashes...

Arsh .... (to be continued...)

Insignificant

Life is in disarray the moment you are born

It’s hard to know which way is right

It’s right to be a little wrong….

And then when you are lost, and the darkness is setting in,

Your hopes are raised by a passing light

You can’t see through thick and thin…

And suddenly there is sunrise, an embrace of comfort,

And a rise of blood on your face, a rise of feeling that you won’t get hurt…

The fears are vanishing,

The circle of darkness I overcome,

All the grief and miseries seem

To have become,

Insignificant….

Life is in a steady state, with the person you have become

These feelings that you have realized,

For someone who has become…

Important, and now I, feel this is love and only

Death can, part us, me thinks, I read the signs correctly

And now at the sunset, at this beautiful moment,

With flowers by my side, and dew drops

 On the windshield and tears in my eyes,

And just like that, I am afraid that we are done!

And with the Sun now down, and the darkness of the night

The moon refuses to reflect the answers

Of the questions I ask, the places I pass

Show me memories, of the past and now I’m done…

That how one day you are somebody close,

The other you are non-existent.

It is rightly said that apart from your bed

No other can give you true allegiance…

The past may be of some importance

It’s the present teaches you to overcome

All the hardships and sombre sadness

And the feeling when you have become

Insignificant….

Arsh…

Alb- SUNRISE.